very random

the past semester break, everything seem like changing.
izzit at the age of 20 will get d same thinkin? for me 20 turning into 21 is like a huge step forward from a teen to 'man', a start to carry the unwanted burden and facing the stressfull life in the huge n busy city workin to survive. =.="

felt like not willing to get in 21.. afraid of losing campus life not far soon, no yam cha whenever is free or even busy or 'pek cek' period. in a flash of light, i already in the last sem for my advance diploma studies. haihz... last sem d ar.. how can i still like floating around.. >.<" duno can further study in UK. hopefully i qualify to further my study there. i want some changes in the environment where i living now. dunno why i.. just want some changes. life getting bored and colorless. everyday study, repeating the same thing. but at least this semester i think i've growth, mayb just think more than usual. hehe study?! izzit really learning?! i dont think so.. what i had learn in college was not very practical.. for few semester i taken several course in web design, commerce course... wtf, till now dint even know how to post it into the internet. continues of dissappointment in college course, make me feel like wasting time investing in study.. apart of that i think is because i taken a wrong course. im not a business student!! haihz... so is important for those secondary school graduated to choose a right course in specific college.. wat to do now?! force to continue my business studies ba.. over 1.5 yrs spent my time in study d, if i stop now i'll think i will regrat because i knew i cant effort to lose the chance to UK. hehe i gotto 'pia' for my UK trip!! not because of study... blek... add oil add oil.. continue act as a business student ba... lol =p